Today I am calm. It may be because I have only had three hours of good sleep and I’m just exhausted. But it also may be because the man I love told me he loves me back.
I thought I would be nervous. I thought I would be a little freaked out at this big step. But instead I feel tranquil.
It just feels right.
It resonates somewhere deep within me and I feel like a placid body of water. I feel refreshed and awake and like it will be smooth sailing.
Which I know is not necessarily the case, I know there are storms sometimes. But this time, I picked a winner. I picked someone who will stand by me and let me stand by him. I feel like together we can make great things happen.
Knowing DF is in love with me makes me feel like I just arrived home; right where I’m supposed to be.