Okay, so I'm pretty sure that guys don't do this. All the books and the movies tell us that we are the only ones who are so neurotic....but why???? Why do we (women) have to be that way. I can't get bachelor #3 out of my head....
I admit it. I am totally obsessing. I have gone over, discussed with friends and taken apart every point of communication that we have had and I DON'T GET IT! Furthermore, I am sure that I am a blip on his radar screen. He is not in the same state that I am, wondering what the hell is going on.
I turned off my phone today. Would you like to know why? Because I can't stand the sound of it not ringing. It drives me mad. Here I am, waiting for a phone call that was supposed to occur since last night and nothing. So off it goes and if I can stand it, I won't turn it on until tomorrow.
Why do we do this? Why do we get so wrapped up and in my case, why is it so fast? Why was my breath so taken away by the chemistry that we had and now I can't get it out of my mind?
To make matters worse, I talked to the EX. You know the one girls, the one who is bad for you, the one your friends hate....that EX. The one who with a few key words can suck you right back in if you let him....and now I'm beginning to think that's the only option I have.